OK, Now what?

Now what do I do? So, I haven't met anyone new in some time. MM got back from vacation late last week and I'm seeing her tonight for the first time in almost two weeks. I'm really not all that excited about it. It's really more something to do. I'm still in love with my wife. I don't know what to do about that. She clearly still has something for me, but she won't allow it to be love... So who the Hell knows?

Weather: Cold, windy.
Mood: Cold, windy.

Wine for the night: Sturdy, red.

What else is there?